domingo, 30 de abril de 2023
Endangered Specials
Nobody believes in being mentally attractive these days anymore as the world goes crazy pornographic and whoever questions anything is seen as retrograde. But that's actually a compliment, since the system is a school of wickedness where the way forward is a development towards destruction; there's no instruction.
Lua Lua Lua
Evil Eyes
"Let thy fountain be blessed: and rejoice with the wife of thy youth."
Until she is supernaturalized, do never trust a native of Raccoon.
Just remember, she's still a distracting Time and Wealth-consuming Brain eater.
Until she is supernaturalized, do never trust a native of Raccoon.
Just remember, she's still a distracting Time and Wealth-consuming Brain eater.
The Same "Expectations"
They thought I was all wiped out by "fear".
They are the ones in danger of finding the worst by choosing "life".
sábado, 29 de abril de 2023
Free Will
I don't think that if I hadn't searched to discover the secrets God hid in my history, He would have sent an angel to tell me them. I've had to become my own angel.
I don't think I'm better, loved more than her.
I do believe I could have killed myself.
I don't think I'm better, loved more than her.
I do believe I could have killed myself.
Inner Air
Why do they write lyrics flirting with evil? Because they know the system is wicked, and without any ambition of growing strong they do that to fit in and prove that they can be "social" and pathetic. The Answer is Out there... it's the only Place where Good is found. The undecided may say something that sounds "good", but you shouldn't trust right away, because before long the fruit of instability will show.
That's why I'm so suspicious; I've become more inclined to believe that I am imagining good things than seeing what really is inside the individual. Because I know Truth is hard to get; it involves renunciation and determination. And most people don't have the balls to follow the One and challenge the system. They behave like this is the only life they've got to live what the world can offer.
I believe in a God that hides things.
So, I need Grace to taste what's really good.
That's why I'm so suspicious; I've become more inclined to believe that I am imagining good things than seeing what really is inside the individual. Because I know Truth is hard to get; it involves renunciation and determination. And most people don't have the balls to follow the One and challenge the system. They behave like this is the only life they've got to live what the world can offer.
I believe in a God that hides things.
So, I need Grace to taste what's really good.
sexta-feira, 28 de abril de 2023
Hopeless
"But when the king heard thereof, he was wroth: and he sent forth his armies, and destroyed those murderers, and burned up their city."
You watch my silverback, I watch yours.
quinta-feira, 27 de abril de 2023
Don't Let Them Lock You Up
Elogiar costuma dar merda. Há sempre o risco da pessoa achar que você está elevando-a à condição de Deusa, passando a acreditar que não precisa nem de você pobre operária que tentou mostrar a ela um Presente e Futuro melhor na Colmeia, assim como ela pode achar que você está querendo provar o mel adulterado dela, produzido de forma independente, longe da Rainha. Mas você não pode perder a fé na humanidade de Jacó por isso, porque não só deixaria de fazer amigos assim, como também deixaria de acertar na outra asa, no outro tênis.
Eu vou em rave mesmo.
Fisicamente e digitalmente também.
Eu vou em rave mesmo.
Fisicamente e digitalmente também.
Evil Sheets
"For the lips of a strange woman drop as an honeycomb, and her mouth is smoother than oil:"
Block me and block Her, coward.
Leave the kegger; call me when you're drunk.
The Shallow Ones Are Afraid
"He protected him and cared for him, guarded him like the pupil of his eye,"
They still can't believe the Reason of the persistence.
The networkers are chosen just bees. 🤙 17,576
Governo Sem Atitude
Certa vez, um menino me contactou na PSN falando para baixar um jogo chamado SMITE. Segundo ele, seria "o melhor jogo do mundo", mas não estaria disponível na loja dele. Aí perguntei, "Como assim? Tem que estar, ué", e me mandou uma captura de tela mostrando que de fato não aparecia na busca. Fui ver de onde ele era, e era do Iêmen. Então fui entender, "Ah, o governo do país dele deve obrigar a Sony a remover o conteúdo por acreditar que seja uma má influência politeísta". Fiquei com dó do menino.
Esse projeto de lei visando regular empresas estrangeiras a partir do Brasil cheira mal. Principalmente por ser de autoria de um deputado que pende mais para o lado da China do que dos Estados Unidos (na China não se pode baixar Tomb Raider por ser julgado conteúdo violento). Se fosse considerar a sabedoria de Thoreau como parâmetro para se identificar o que é uma notícia falsa e o que é verdade, ninguém mais poderia abrir a boca neste país. Só a Lei varrerá os mentirosos da terra.
Sim, os Estados Unidos têm um problema sério que não é amenizado por não se colocar freio na ganância da indústria bélica com regras severas para se adquirir armas de fogo. Mas também não seria com desarmamento generalizado e censura que resolveriam a questão. O caminho seria exames psicológicos e psiquiátricos que atestassem a sanidade do indivíduo. Quem conhece o ambiente multiplayer e a toxicidade de alguns que usam de palavras para ferir outros e alisar o próprio ego, sabe que não seria difícil identificar quem em hipótese alguma poderia adquirir uma arma.
Eu aguentei porrada esses anos todos nesse jogo. O que eles querem? Criar um ambiente em que a luta nem chega até você para que se possa escolher enfrentar ou fugir?
Não foi assim que eu cheguei até aqui.
Esse projeto de lei visando regular empresas estrangeiras a partir do Brasil cheira mal. Principalmente por ser de autoria de um deputado que pende mais para o lado da China do que dos Estados Unidos (na China não se pode baixar Tomb Raider por ser julgado conteúdo violento). Se fosse considerar a sabedoria de Thoreau como parâmetro para se identificar o que é uma notícia falsa e o que é verdade, ninguém mais poderia abrir a boca neste país. Só a Lei varrerá os mentirosos da terra.
Sim, os Estados Unidos têm um problema sério que não é amenizado por não se colocar freio na ganância da indústria bélica com regras severas para se adquirir armas de fogo. Mas também não seria com desarmamento generalizado e censura que resolveriam a questão. O caminho seria exames psicológicos e psiquiátricos que atestassem a sanidade do indivíduo. Quem conhece o ambiente multiplayer e a toxicidade de alguns que usam de palavras para ferir outros e alisar o próprio ego, sabe que não seria difícil identificar quem em hipótese alguma poderia adquirir uma arma.
Eu aguentei porrada esses anos todos nesse jogo. O que eles querem? Criar um ambiente em que a luta nem chega até você para que se possa escolher enfrentar ou fugir?
Não foi assim que eu cheguei até aqui.
quarta-feira, 26 de abril de 2023
Wake Up, Diane
Your father has wanted you to get some sleep, but you've got to know who you're going to find on the top. I know because I infiltrated it. There is no flaw because they are exhibitionists, they're all about showing off to get the glory for themselves... egomaniacs and thieves; there is no Law in them. It's the kind of enhanced false self they've been dreaming of their whole lives, it's whom they've been trying to remember. It's the ego empty of flattery that has bothered them most, not the tank out of Wisdom.
Strong Language
If you come here with a "I believe him, I believe him not" thing in your mind, I've got bad news for you. The reason of your swinging emotion is that you're not active. Do you really think that I write thinking about making "friends"? It's unbearable having to be to someone else who he or she doesn't seek to be to him/herself. From my personal experience I know that to read what's inside of, to believe in one, only takes hearing a few lines, watching a smile or seeing the person dress like an 😇 and type just a ❤️. So, fuck you "man" and fuck you "woman"; leave this place and go analyze your own miserable "life".
Are you waiting for the confirmation that I am the evil you must keep yourself from and not the Good you don't look for in order to find and keep? You're nothing but a pathetic systematic coward, a happy native of the world. The evil has you already, fool.
You're two decades late and I don't need you believing in me.
I don't need to exist in and to your world.
Are you waiting for the confirmation that I am the evil you must keep yourself from and not the Good you don't look for in order to find and keep? You're nothing but a pathetic systematic coward, a happy native of the world. The evil has you already, fool.
You're two decades late and I don't need you believing in me.
I don't need to exist in and to your world.
terça-feira, 25 de abril de 2023
Under Mine Protection
People who can't decide between Wisdom and the world will never be a stable ground. What does that mean? It means they can't be unplugged and escape being part of the adulterous generation. It means that a "dreamer" who doubts the Word, the Seed, can't put out that "flame" portrayed in those lyrics, "You look at me, but you're not quite sure / Am I it or could you get more?", "Not I, nor you get satisfied today / We'll never get enough".
Do you have friends?
Take care of them, so that they do not fall asleep.
Do you have friends?
Take care of them, so that they do not fall asleep.
The Wasps Below Her
"The wicked desireth the net of evil men: but the root of the righteous yieldeth fruit."
Don't you wanna write anything that's not bullsheet?
Ask Him for a Pen.
Big Smile
"Be moved with anger, and sin not; meditate in your own hearts upon your bed, and be still. Selah."
Get mad for a real desire of righteousness, because it it's for someone messing with your busyness, boy, girl, you're on evil sheets.
segunda-feira, 24 de abril de 2023
The Flame Is The Fame
"Elise is about to become one of the most famous dancers in the country"
That speech is still the sound of the little american "dream".
Once you kindle the Flame, the Rainbow becomes for evermore where makes you happy.
The Gates Of Righteousness
"The Lord has disciplined me severely, but he has not given me over to death."
You got to have faith; you're a treasure in the hand of Valiancy.
He will not give us over to the state of lie and disgrace.
Hold The Fort Down
"And he was speechless"
Some unknown natives have disgraced this thing of ours.
Friends express the Truth.
The Miyagi Within
"But the anointing which ye have received of him abideth in you, and ye need not that any man teach you: but as the same anointing teacheth you of all things, and is truth, and is no lie, and even as it hath taught you, ye shall abide in him."
One day He will be back again.
In the meanwhile, just search and be proud of Her.
One day He will be back again.
In the meanwhile, just search and be proud of Her.
On The Top Of Redwood
"Wisdom is a tree of life to those who embrace her; happy are those who hold her tightly."
I just want to hold tight Out of this world.
Brainless No More
God Does Amazing Things
"But he that received seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, and understandeth it; which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty."
If you're a good reason, you can do them too. But you cannot do anything of yourself, except you move on to the Reason and remain there.
domingo, 23 de abril de 2023
Um Fino Terno De Ímpar
Onde está Cristina? Não sei, a Helena deve saber.
Se está no Estado, a Sophia pode dizer.
Eu só sei que a diversão nesse Playground é infinita.
Se não "cresci" até hoje, não "cresço" mais.
Se está no Estado, a Sophia pode dizer.
Eu só sei que a diversão nesse Playground é infinita.
Se não "cresci" até hoje, não "cresço" mais.
The Mountains Of Hollywood
Even Care
Throw it away and lay up so you can lay down.
(For "ever" is at any time, except one thing's)
Dorothy Things
Tuned In To The Subject
"And this is the confidence that we have in him, that, if we ask any thing according to his will, he heareth us:"
You can have any fake thing you want instead of caring to bear fruit, and you can have any fake one you wish, leaving Him aside. But are you ready to put up with your female or male version? If being fruitless is not unpleasant to yourself, because you're not looking inwards, it'll certainly be when you find yourself dwelling with your condition in someone else.
sábado, 22 de abril de 2023
Ma Dame
My smartness depends on staying on the specific road I was given to run. Sometimes it's not conscious; I look back later and only then I realize what I just said. Free will is always before me, wealth or misery; nothing scares me more than the thought of losing my Gift and having to live a "normal life".
Has she overtaken ma favorite dame?
Obviously, I'm well aware of her mysteriously coming in between as I seek Her.
I hope it keeps getting weirder and weirder, radioactive.
I need the Adrenaline.
She's On The Move
I told them about the light blue; they didn't believe me.
Everyone knows Ali is not going to be home tonight this special day.
sexta-feira, 21 de abril de 2023
April 2011
I told the girl who sounded like a fairy about the rope... I wasn't mistaken about the one who was at the other end of it from the start, because a few months later I received the sign. I don't know whether it was a mistake to call her sister or she was only too blinded by self-confidence at that time. Her "smarter" ego smiles throughout the years showed me I was unable to convince her to be a friend of Her. Do I care if a "friend" doesn't want to be my "friend"? I thank God for that. For over a decade I had to deal with a "friend" wanting to be my "lover", calling me to commune with her in darkness. And I saw how self-centered people believe like hell in the "power" of a bad vibe to get what they want. I mean, the self-sufficient fairies could be closer to the witches and their tricks than they can imagine.
It always crosses my mind when I'm about to say some things I think, that they can be "socially" embarrassing if exteriorized, but I say them anyway. I just believe, and don't need an already developed comprehension of anything to express myself. It's like, "If you want to come with me in this investigation, fine". I couldn't keep myself from bringing out the voice of Leigh in my head. She didn't believe me; probably thought I was only trying to play the victim. Yeah, the mad boy should know he deserved the hit 'n' run. It was as if my badness had revealed to them that they were all good boys and girls going to heaven, and all they had to do was wait while they kept searching for the lies. The "Gospel" (gossip) of self-righteousness "saved" a whole industry. No wonder they remained ashamed of Jesus like rest of the adulterous generation.
The Spirit is not in the old sea where the disconnected mind swims; we only drown, day by day, as we continuously believe to be sufficient of ourselves to think anything. Deciding to use those words to make ourselves idols, greatness is something we will never achieve. Because we've chosen a stupid life that has nothing to do with the angels, not those who didn't find it a good idea to fall. What's the point? To be seen as great as God? Yes, but you have to lock the stupid people out so that they remain stupid, because if they get In and become smart, the "fun" is over. They'll know that whoever refuses to rise is no real light, not really just, less than a little god. The "hope" of controlling others, whether it's one or one million, is the process of being content with feeling nothing aiming at ultimate loneliness.
In the bond of iniquity there's only one who'll stay with you until the end.
Don't worry, he'll be holding tight to the rope.
Getting Oil From A Rock
I got the Imperial City in my mind.
I'm never leaving the eyes that see the same Pool.
I'm never leaving the eyes that see the same Pool.
Daughter Of Men
I've been considering how you grow not, Lily. You should toil for your Life, but you're so fucking self-centered and loving "power", so used to being that way, that I'm afraid you might never see any Point in being antipathetic. It felt like one million lines I could throw you still wouldn't convince you to be With us on the soil of the Treasure. It was so sad to know that you've never wanted Separation; I'd never be the one to fight for the "life" you want only to be with you, because I don't like it there.
I wouldn't trust the "peace" you have to seek after your casual "dreams".
Sometimes the stupid place awakens and turns against you.
quinta-feira, 20 de abril de 2023
Letting Cinderela Go
Lloyd almost became Glacius trying to be "social".
They could've convinced him to seek the "hot-lipped" babe instead of her.
They could've convinced him to seek the "hot-lipped" babe instead of her.
Centripetal
quarta-feira, 19 de abril de 2023
Is Red Love?
Who's Your King?
"Therefore the Lord himself shall give you a sign; Behold, a virgin shall conceive, and bear a son, and shall call his name Immanuel."
Are you With me?
Brainless Ear
"There is gold, and a multitude of rubies: but the lips of knowledge are a precious jewel."
All it sees it wants.
The world is enough for the goldeneye.
Fearful
"Take a man's garment when he has put up security for a stranger, and hold it in pledge when he puts up security for foreigners."
Our Good Courage forever will remain.
I am silver and you are silver too.
terça-feira, 18 de abril de 2023
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segunda-feira, 17 de abril de 2023
The Specialist
Eu sugiro uma gravata borboleta, amarela.
Faz parecer como se você tivesse tirado a bermuda.
Faz parecer como se você tivesse tirado a bermuda.
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domingo, 16 de abril de 2023
That's Right
"What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?"
Nobody can stop you from becoming mega "famous" and "rich".
Nobody can stop you from becoming mega "famous" and "rich".
sábado, 15 de abril de 2023
On Without End
"Thus says the Lord: Do justice and righteousness, and deliver from the hand of the oppressor him who has been robbed. And do no wrong or violence to the resident alien, the fatherless, and the widow, nor shed innocent blood in this place."
sexta-feira, 14 de abril de 2023
The Light In Me
As soon as I started to feel I was seeking and not finding anything, I thought it was the end of the hard Way for me. I gave in and bought their easy stuff, like, "Alright, give me that blue pill". I almost accepted what I was seeing in the bad trip (that I was worthless and their desire to see me dead and in hell matched God's will), but before I killed myself I've resolved to give the weird addiction another try and start to search again.
The "religious" imagination is poisonous; it's used to please the ego, to hear what they want to hear. It's so fake that they find no difficulty in getting other seekers of "good" trips, who have nothing to do with "religion", to join them against a common enemy of their ego. The condition for "peace", which is to become a "friend", is just out of the question.
After getting Adriana Kuch's eyes and surviving, I've become kind of unafraid of seeing strange things in my mind. Actually, I've just remembered I only know one fear, one hope.
Treat me right and I could make you fly.
Treat me wrong and I could make you shit your pants.
Racing Against The Safety Car
It's easy to fool the "church" town and release your product in its market. The only rule is still to avoid the words 'fuck' and 'shit', and no one will ever notice that your lines are as dumb and dark as your idols'. If one searches for the words they speak and write outside the songs and lyric sheets, he could discover their "reality"... or maybe not, if he's not searching for Truth. When they reveal what they listen to, their fans perhaps believe there is some good imagination going on deep down in their "powerful" idols. But the fact is they're only providing evidence that they share the same source. How do I know? Dismissing the what, hearing and reading the how in their words.
In the wet, I win every single race against the Plymouth and the Porsche.
They may be "nice", but the Quadra is really nice.
You Want The Easy "Safety"?
"Religion" resets people's brains. They throw away all they own and receive "instruction" to look for content labeled as 'Gospel' or 'Christian'. They become terribly afraid of listening to music or watching movies which were not created by individuals of that group they have just joined. It's a foolish "escape" because among their favorite "new" artists there are those who have been in contact with some of the secular stuff that frightens them, without a mask, and are completely infected by the old shit.
The bad news is not that they're being indirectly exposed to what they're trying to keep away, it's that they're definitely being infected too. They didn't ask for that, but they've received the "answer" of a lazy and cowardly "spirituality", haven't they? Like it or not, that's the obvious outcome of an unreasonable faith. And asking for Wisdom, but not as All you want and thus searching as it's needed to be found, will never produce any different result. You can't fool the Spirit; He knows your priorities.
Go, Nighthawk.
Get out.
The bad news is not that they're being indirectly exposed to what they're trying to keep away, it's that they're definitely being infected too. They didn't ask for that, but they've received the "answer" of a lazy and cowardly "spirituality", haven't they? Like it or not, that's the obvious outcome of an unreasonable faith. And asking for Wisdom, but not as All you want and thus searching as it's needed to be found, will never produce any different result. You can't fool the Spirit; He knows your priorities.
Go, Nighthawk.
Get out.
quinta-feira, 13 de abril de 2023
Wannabes
I'm always reading youtube comments out of curiosity to see if I can find the secret ones, and usually I do find them. I guess most of their authors don't realize what's happening to them, that they're no longer in the same world and their words are hiddenly making known to the exterior an experience of transcendence. And such words are going to eventually be decoded by those who've been learning the same Language.
It's always harder to know whether the author of the song has any direct conscious responsibility for that though. You never know if the Ritchie Valens has been listening to the same Rock you've been. Apparently, Christine knows... I mean, don't get me wrong, she probably knows when a song is old inside.
Sometimes it's not so hard to be sure that rock 'n' roll and pop are the same shit.
The same love of darkness becomes way evident.
It's always harder to know whether the author of the song has any direct conscious responsibility for that though. You never know if the Ritchie Valens has been listening to the same Rock you've been. Apparently, Christine knows... I mean, don't get me wrong, she probably knows when a song is old inside.
Sometimes it's not so hard to be sure that rock 'n' roll and pop are the same shit.
The same love of darkness becomes way evident.
She Hates Daughters
"Or do you think that the Scripture says in vain, 'The Spirit who dwells in us yearns jealously'?"
quarta-feira, 12 de abril de 2023
The Truth Hurts
You've never really been famous or rich. Although you've been acting like a less reader coming to this place, looking to defend your system, I suspect that for a moment you forget you're here to fight, and have a feeling you're not where you're meant to be, when your concentration is broken and you catch yourself thinking about the Way to success. I think you're special, but if you want to start the Music in your mind you got to humble yourself.
Shade Of Wrong
You cannot use beeswax on her stone cold dead surface; you won't get any good result.
The only way to save them is by trying to talk them Out of keeping the fucking car.
Wax On, Wax Off
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An adorable little girl...
Things can get dark fast as hell in Raccoon City.
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An adorable little girl...
Things can get dark fast as hell in Raccoon City.
Fast
Quando estou correndo atrás da Palavra eu fico igual menino jogando videogame, até esqueço de comer. Às vezes eu faço intencionalmente, como nessa foto de 2016, quando me propus a abrir a boca só para orar durante 36 horas. Eu sou melhor escritor do que orador, costumo achar o Bonito mais com os dedos do que com a boca. Mas quando os dedos travaram, foram as 88 horas de oração em duas semanas que reacenderam o Motor.
terça-feira, 11 de abril de 2023
Dwell In Safety
"Very often a change of self is needed more than a change of scene."
Let Him have you...
They Can't Escape
I've been out there to some heavy metal shows back in the day, and I can tell that the air is thick. Every "social" environment is dangerous and you should never forget your mask at home, but the heavy metal scene contains a little darker variant of the vanity virus. If you watch out not and get in harmony with it, the liability to experience acquired sociopathy might grow as you try to look and sound "rad" according to that source. There's too much of "the devil is cool" thing there, and it's not a comedy.
Tim Lambesis is the one to blame. However, as his bandmates could only think of dissociating themselves from him, they forgot to dissociate themselves from self-trust and the system of falsehood. After reuniting, one by one they left, probably scared of his focus on bodybuilding and the weakness they could still see in his mind.
Are they mindbuilding now or enjoying the slavery somewhere else in the system?
segunda-feira, 10 de abril de 2023
Crashing The Party
"And I will say to my soul, Soul, thou hast much goods laid up for many years; take thine ease, eat, drink, and be merry."
You know what's funny? To see some speaking in paranoid codes with their fans. I don't know whether they believe they're doing a subliminal good work or are afraid of speaking openly and getting people psychotic, creating mass hysteria. Probably both. Anyway, I think their own works, more than mine, should worry them. Because being systematically productive could get you out of "poverty" and "anonymity", without ever making you rich and famous. So, it's insanity to instruct others to stay safe when you yourself don't (want to) know what that word means.
If it were possible, I'd sell them some imagination; but the only way Out of "reality" is having a word with the Rock to ask for Word. I think they won't do that, because the real reason why they don't like me is that they don't like anyone ruining their "presents" in the infinite pool of Wisdom. They need and want only the imagination which is possible inside the system, since they don't care if it's all phony in there to begin with. We must call everybody, despite the fact that only few will get sober.
Por você eu entro na Vida e saio do mundo, meu bem.
You know what's funny? To see some speaking in paranoid codes with their fans. I don't know whether they believe they're doing a subliminal good work or are afraid of speaking openly and getting people psychotic, creating mass hysteria. Probably both. Anyway, I think their own works, more than mine, should worry them. Because being systematically productive could get you out of "poverty" and "anonymity", without ever making you rich and famous. So, it's insanity to instruct others to stay safe when you yourself don't (want to) know what that word means.
If it were possible, I'd sell them some imagination; but the only way Out of "reality" is having a word with the Rock to ask for Word. I think they won't do that, because the real reason why they don't like me is that they don't like anyone ruining their "presents" in the infinite pool of Wisdom. They need and want only the imagination which is possible inside the system, since they don't care if it's all phony in there to begin with. We must call everybody, despite the fact that only few will get sober.
Por você eu entro na Vida e saio do mundo, meu bem.
domingo, 9 de abril de 2023
sábado, 8 de abril de 2023
Get Back Up
Disconnected reasons cannot do anything for you, except to keep or bring you down low. Don't let their brainlesswave set you back up on the opposite way, carrying you towards the satisfaction of their lying will. So depend on Nobody and become your own savior, because there are those who could still depend on you to get Out and remain, until they learn to do the same.
Redescobrir
A onda veio e me levou do Lugar, então perguntei se ela conhecia um lugar bom para ir. Recomendou-me uma comunidade chamada Reviver. No dia em que escolhi para ir, por acaso ela apareceu também. Veio se despedir antes do fim, e eu a convidei, "Fica aí", mas ela disse que não podia porque ainda tinha que ir à Boa Viagem "adorar". No primeiro reencontro, a pessoa já chegou esclarecendo qual era a condição para ficar com ela: encontrar o pote de ouro no fim do arco-íris. Eu não havia perguntado nada, e nem iria. Como ela não tinha Assunto e nem tinha a ambição de ter, parece que não havia nada mais importante para ela do que expressar algo do tipo, "Se sua intenção for algo sério, você já fica a par".
Continuando a correr atrás da Verdade eu descobri que para ficar com ela do outro jeito não precisava nem sequer ser "homem". Depois de ter passado uma semana inteira na devassidão, no dia em que teria que encontrar comigo, acordou às 4 da manhã com diarréia. Ao tentar compreender o porquê, lembrou de "um trem ruim que um cara que vem aqui mandou pra mim". Ué, eu só falei que, anos antes, quando com um sorriso malicioso no rosto ela virou para um ficante dentro do templo e disse, "Se você contar eu vou falar que é mentira!", que Deus quase matou e lançou-a no inferno, que numa fração de segundo o "sorriso" iria virar choro e ranger de dentes.
Ela já chegou falando com os colegas boiolistas dela da faculdade em Sodoma que iria precisar da "oração" dos dois, porque havia tido uma noite que "só Jesus". Um deles disse brincando, "Toma o banho do descarrego!", e ela respondeu que não, que já havia "adorado" naquele dia (você pode ser promíscua e hipergâmica, só não pode esquecer-se de ser uma "católica" séria). Mas eu logo compreendi que para ela só o "Jesus" do David Berg serviria para solucionar essa dor de barriga, porque saiu da sala e voltou poucos minutos depois falando com os mesmos em ficar de novo em determinado lugar que havia mexido com ela. Eu achava que o Jesus do Philip Dick a emocionava um pouco, mas não mais após essa bizarrice.
Ainda bem que eu preferi continuar ímpar.
Porque o sorriso voltou a colorir e amarelar a fotografia.
Continuando a correr atrás da Verdade eu descobri que para ficar com ela do outro jeito não precisava nem sequer ser "homem". Depois de ter passado uma semana inteira na devassidão, no dia em que teria que encontrar comigo, acordou às 4 da manhã com diarréia. Ao tentar compreender o porquê, lembrou de "um trem ruim que um cara que vem aqui mandou pra mim". Ué, eu só falei que, anos antes, quando com um sorriso malicioso no rosto ela virou para um ficante dentro do templo e disse, "Se você contar eu vou falar que é mentira!", que Deus quase matou e lançou-a no inferno, que numa fração de segundo o "sorriso" iria virar choro e ranger de dentes.
Ela já chegou falando com os colegas boiolistas dela da faculdade em Sodoma que iria precisar da "oração" dos dois, porque havia tido uma noite que "só Jesus". Um deles disse brincando, "Toma o banho do descarrego!", e ela respondeu que não, que já havia "adorado" naquele dia (você pode ser promíscua e hipergâmica, só não pode esquecer-se de ser uma "católica" séria). Mas eu logo compreendi que para ela só o "Jesus" do David Berg serviria para solucionar essa dor de barriga, porque saiu da sala e voltou poucos minutos depois falando com os mesmos em ficar de novo em determinado lugar que havia mexido com ela. Eu achava que o Jesus do Philip Dick a emocionava um pouco, mas não mais após essa bizarrice.
Ainda bem que eu preferi continuar ímpar.
Porque o sorriso voltou a colorir e amarelar a fotografia.
sexta-feira, 7 de abril de 2023
Alcohol Or Oil?
When you don't pray for the Object, you're only believing in "happiness". You cannot truly do good to anyone while choosing to remain empty. And as you turn the other into the Source, your idolatrous imagination becomes a source of heavy drunkenness and obsession.
Trinity got to get Neo Out of the land of the dead.
She wants him as She and her true self want him: alive, free and happy.
Ninguém Sabe
Quem escolhe o objeto da oração? Eu ou o Sujeito?
Não custa tentar para ver o que acontece.
No Good Friday
"Which none of the princes of this world knew: for had they known it, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory."
You know the question.
Is Her your Treasure? (Is She your Subject?)
You know the question.
Is Her your Treasure? (Is She your Subject?)
Kings And Queens Of "Fun"
Congratulations, icemen and women, for all the cool words you find to write.
Enjoy the company of all the things you can buy because of them.
Enjoy the company of all the things you can buy because of them.
quinta-feira, 6 de abril de 2023
The Real Reason
When all the words they speak are meaningless and empty, you conclude that their condition derives from all the meaningless and empty words they pray. That's why the "church" is pretty much a kegger these days. It's not that you should regard as completely mundane and avoid at all costs, it's just that it's not a place most people go to ask God to get them Out. So you must go aware that you're going to meet people speaking a "religious" language that's not really different from their natural language. You shouldn't ever be so "innocent" as to trust anyone because of apparent devotion. Sometimes it can be an even more dangerous mission than to infiltrate a kegger; you could have a hard time dealing with bitches and witches there.
Be merciful and wise.
quarta-feira, 5 de abril de 2023
terça-feira, 4 de abril de 2023
O Evangelho É New Age
"De sorte que fomos sepultados com ele pelo batismo na morte; para que, como Cristo ressuscitou dos mortos pela glória do Pai, assim andemos nós também em novidade de vida."
Be bold, not old.
Don't go cold, stay gold.
Fellowdisciples?
Quem "con-viveu" comigo aqueles anos todos e estranhou minha reação só provou não me conhecer mesmo. E quando finalmente "descobriu" que eu não era "normal", ainda não descobriu, apenas achou-me problemático. Ao des-cobrir a fantasia religiosa-pornográfica, qual seria a formalidade a seguir? Render-me ao problema em mim e abraçar a mesma "solução", evitando confusão? Eu não deixo de acreditar no Amor por nada nesse mundo.
Eu não iria despir-me d'Ele para passar a brincar de ser discípulo, como muitos se contentam em ser, e "viver" de buscar pegar "mulher". Até mesmo porque esse tipo costuma condicionar um relacionamento "sério" a revestimento de ouro perecível. E como eu não acredito em relação fora de relacionamento, não tem nada para me oferecer e eu também não perco Tempo buscando ter para oferecer o que deseja.
Prefiro ter meu coração quebrado pela Diane Court, porque se ela me der uma caneta ainda consigo devolver a Verdade que ela quer.
Eu não iria despir-me d'Ele para passar a brincar de ser discípulo, como muitos se contentam em ser, e "viver" de buscar pegar "mulher". Até mesmo porque esse tipo costuma condicionar um relacionamento "sério" a revestimento de ouro perecível. E como eu não acredito em relação fora de relacionamento, não tem nada para me oferecer e eu também não perco Tempo buscando ter para oferecer o que deseja.
Prefiro ter meu coração quebrado pela Diane Court, porque se ela me der uma caneta ainda consigo devolver a Verdade que ela quer.
segunda-feira, 3 de abril de 2023
We Have So Much To Do And Say
She read me saying that Ali only comes to where she plays. I wonder if my message to Victor Oddo back in 2021, explaining why people dislike Light lovers, has reached more readers than I imagined it would. How many are More readers? I have a feeling the less readers know about it... or maybe it's only coincidence.
The plan last year was to write only one Quadra message, but I couldn't stop running and it soon became 100 laps. I stopped to think whether I wrote four more or not, but if I did it'd be to share my greatest secrets.
I wasn't mistaken; you really are just the great person I believed you were, girl.
May He look after you forevermore.
domingo, 2 de abril de 2023
sábado, 1 de abril de 2023
Creating A Joyful Noise
I think you should officially support your "religious" fellow group, because it seems you could really have things in common, like talking shit to try and fuck with my Present and Future. But I warn you, don't believe in the best of luck they wish you for being "famous" and "rich"; their "happy ending" could be a lie to please your ego. They believe in "power" just like you, hating transparency, treacherously loving to be in the foreground.
Do real Christians see in bad things in others, like fear and paranoia, an opportunity to get "good" things for themselves? In a world where artists think that exploiting idolatry is a legitimate way of boosting "success", we can't expect them to be able to answer such a question. There are really few that are about feeling really good and helping others feel the same way.
I admire psytrance musicians for that reason; they're kind of "unsuccessful" and they persist. When you're there and see how crazy it is live, you understand why. Music should be a means of transcendence, not of having people worshipping the musician.
I'm sorry, but your pop genre thing is about that more than any other.
Her
Karma is a bitch, just like every "religion" that's not about storing up hidden treasures.
There's just no happy beginning without looking for Her.
There's just no happy beginning without looking for Her.
The Voices
I thought it was Her giving it back again, but it turned out it wasn't. She taught me all about the cause of my disenchantment, because I just couldn't let Her go. She allows me to dance with someone else, not the world. And I came back to Her again, like, "Damn it, if I go to hell at least it'll be for not being content with a stupid life".
(By the way, I know that band since 2000)
Gossip Day
Can you detect an ego smile? I can. The last time I saw one was when the girl disclosed the track title and number. I suspect those deathlines are for me (or maybe our King?), I can't be sure, you'd have to ask her. One thing I know for sure: the lyrics contain a very "humble, non-self-centered and uplifting" vibe, meaning, "No one is ever going to ruin my busyness and get me the hell out of the little american dream, because I am an empowered female". Strange as it may seem, the guy who purchased her record label could be not the one the spell is targeting. The Cross and the call to leave falsehood could have been seen as a greater threat than the guy who took her "past" away from her. Yeah, Jesus is so bad... He could steal your "future" as well.
Celebrate the "present", world.
You're trapped in a loop until the condition is reached.
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