My smartness depends on staying on the specific road I was given to run. Sometimes it's not conscious; I look back later and only then I realize what I just said. Free will is always before me, wealth or misery; nothing scares me more than the thought of losing my Gift and having to live a "normal life".
Has she overtaken ma favorite dame?
Obviously, I'm well aware of her mysteriously coming in between as I seek Her.
I hope it keeps getting weirder and weirder, radioactive.
I need the Adrenaline.