I'm not going to say it was a mistake, since I've always been aware of the fact that temples are far from being places where you can lower your guard against worldliness and bad advices. The truth is, you cannot do that anywhere. However, to hear people talking pornographically without any restraint there, I mean, being subject to the devil in such a compliant way, that was the ultimate love of falsehood I myself, with all my reasons to distrust, could expect, be ready to witness. I didn't see that coming, and it hit me hard.
We all have thoughts we need to control if we're not willing to be controlled by them. Because the dissociation of sex from love is indeed a lie, and it's not so difficult to perceive how people who believe that become full of a perverse feeling. Don't they know that the other doesn't feel any real thing for him or her, not even socially? Of course they do, and they don't care. Just like they don't mind being mistreated; they even find it to be exciting. So, it all depends on what you are OK with being and taking: drug or medicine.
They have always insinuated that the problem was in me.
I dare you to have it too so you can have a chance of discovering the Solution.
